Meh

Today was weird!
Have you ever tried to give up or forget something that used to be a decent part of your life? Say, a bad habit, or a drug, or an ex-lover. And you spend so much time trying to erase every part of you that had anything to do with it. Days and weeks and even months devoted to the self-cleansing, the grinding teeth and clenched fists and grey sky mornings. There's going to come that joker day that you feel, "Hey, I think I'm over it." And sometimes that's true but sometimes you're just trying to fool yourself and laze out of the real work. Wishful thinking only gets you so far, my friend!
Some are lucky enough to get a blurred glimpse but most don't even know it's coming, and out of no where at a million miles an hour it will stream around the corner, smirking, only to give you an ample slap in the face that will sting like a bitch for probably hours on end.


And that's the lovely little segment you get of my day today. :3
Thanks for reading.